Authenticity is a big word in conversations today. People want the real you, they want to know you and be known by you on the deepest level. Surface talk is cheap and exhausting, deep intimate soul talk is the goal. But what do you do when you long for deep authentic relationships but due to … More RBF, it’s what I’ve got.
Relationships are one of the hardest pieces about adult life. No longer are you allowed to stomp your foot, stick your tongue out, and run away screaming when things aren’t going your way. As an adult there are much higher expectations on how you handle your anger, frustration, or fears. We are not able to … More Isn’t it funny….
I’m starting to notice a trend among the women in my life, it may be in men too but my main relationships are with women. We tend to lie to each other, not on purpose but none the less we do. If its not straight out lying its lying through omission. Now that I’ve called … More What keeps you up at night?
I’ll never forget my first job working at a YMCA, I was the 17 year old girl who sat behind the counter selling tickets to use the pool in dry hot Las Vegas, basically I sold happiness to all the children who didn’t have a pool and could find relief from the 115 degree heat. … More This is a what?
The past few months I’ve been in a bit of a quandary, its one I frequent every 8 to 12 months. Its not something I enjoy nor is it something I feel I should still be asking myself, cause there are should police every where right? (kidding!) My recurring issue I face is one I can totally … More Lately….
I realized something today, something I knew but didn’t really know. I have known all along I am an instant kinda girl. I don’t mind putting hard work in but I want to see result from it, and like yesterday. I like for things to be neat, orderly, and finished. Renovating a house is an … More Perfection…its not a thing.
Well, the carpet didn’t come today, it is rescheduled for Monday. The plus side to this is we were compensated the price of the instal, so in essence we made money today. We decided to use the day to go cabinet shopping since we weren’t going to be setting up rooms. We have our cabinets … More No carpet…
This week I feel like I was a bit lazy…I did hours of painting, but still have hours more to go. Rusty was out of town so all I really could do was paint. I attempted to program our gate with a clicker to I don’t have to get out of my car every time … More Lazy
When Rusty and I would have “discussions” prior to actually owning the farm-house my blood pressure would rise; I thought we would get in and everything would happen all at once leaving the house and me in chaos. What is actually happening is Rusty has picked up a second job, its more of a fun … More Not what I thought….
In the past 19 days we completely packed up our old house, officially sold our lovely brand new home, had a wonderfully relaxing vacation with family is San Diego, struggled with wondering if we just made the biggest mistake of our lives, and officially bought our farm-house! Jam packed summer! There are many things I … More We own a farm house!